boohoo

i tried blogging.

i got stuck.

i 'saved as draft' :(

the only serious matter in my head now are my expenses, my parents' health, my career.

ok fine, my future too. if u know what i mean. ehe.

i wish i could express my thoughts and feelings into words as easy as words that come out from my mouth when i'm mad. lol.

i can't sing my heart out because saya sumbang.

so i wanna dance! let's go dance!

jom?

menipuLATE the movie

speaking of video sharing (pls refer entry below) i forgot to share this movie, actually directed by my fave photographer himself, Ariff Aris.



if you haven't heard of him, then you're new to this blog. hehe. he also shot photos for my blogshop collection. first got to know about him when he took brilliant photos for my nephew Arif's birthday, thanks to my sis who found him online! so far i have refered him to nana's wedding (diyana yunus), zaza's engagement and maybe ikeen's wedding ;)

my blogshop collection

arif's big one!

"bila ada twitter takyah blog" - lyana

itulah kata2 kawan kita, cik lyana uberlove baru-baru ni. it's true. when u have all the littlest things to say on twitter you can't think of anything else to share on the blog. well, perhaps this only applies to our situation.. and as for me i have been sharing photos and videos and not much of my personal opinion (esp on current issues), perhaps due to personal agenda and what not.

but yeah, the past weeked has been a satisfying one considering what i have spent on - food. :))

let me recall what i had.......

ayam penyet for lunch with dat and nana, then had takoyaki with them + lyana.. then shared pavlova with the 2 girls.. then malam belasah another nasi.. banana leaf rice with lyana, akma & amran!!

oh before banana rice, lyana brought us to this massage place so we spent an hour in heaven. haha!

the next morning after a good facial i walked over to piza uno for the much longed for ciabatta with pesto dip + balsamic vinegar by myself. had a good 2 hours sleep after that and accompanied my parents for some grocery shopping before heading to pyramid for yummylicious jcool yogurt with akma & lyana! these awesome girls sgt sporting coz tried them too. wee! i had mine with nata de coco. akma & lyana took mango, strawberries & nata de coco.

after that both of them had takotao (lyana had 2 takotaos in 2 consecutive days!!) ehehe. and akma had her bubble tea.

sorry all.. no photos this time. we were too preoccupied. :D

to my iteks

found here

only you 3 have the access

i let it all out here. :(

Sempat Memiliki

boo! happy halloween!

halloween's tomorrow and i don't celebrate it but i just wanna freak out some of you faint hearted readers (yes, im cruel) with some 'interesting' finds. i first learned to know about this from the movie The Others. Then one of my friend Farina posted a site called mental_floss on this on fb, which reminded me how fascinating photography is back then.

they call it the Victorian Death (post-mortem) Photographs.....

to those who have not heard it, let me extract an introduction taken from deathonline.net

In Great Britain during the reign of Queen Victoria people usually died in their homes, surrounded by family and friends, and the corpse stayed in the home until burial. In the period before medical death certificates, viewing and touching the corpse was commonplace - to confirm identity and that the person was dead. Children were not spared from viewing the dead, and in poor homes would have shared the room and even the bed with a dying sister or brother.

read more here..

It amuses me how people would keep post-mortem photographs of their dead family members or relatives as a memento. It may appear quite disturbing to our generation but back then it seemed to be quite common eh? I hereby attach some photographs I found via google search - let me warn you that these by far the most disturbing set of photographs i'm about to share on this blog and if you can't take it, DO NOT LOOK AT THEM! please view at your own risk. i am not responsible for any mental or emotional issues that rise after this experience. thank you.

found here

found here
notice the girl sleeping in the middle of the room

found here
pretty convincing don't you think?

found here
how about this?

found here
now would you want to be in her place?

Is it you?

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)
Could you be the one I need?

I'm looking for someone to share my pain
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with trough the night
Someone who I can trust who's hardest right
And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Want to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be this one I need?

Take for grant
How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

dulu dan kini? (uniten)

ini plak rakan-rakan seperjuangan uniten ku... lagilah takleh blah.. we go way back 6 YEARS ago!! hahaha.

2005 : the clan. haha.
1 with daughter, 1 preggers, 1 engaged. yg lain single! :p

2005: in one of the lectures

2006/2007? : THE ultimate friends in uniten

syawal 2006 : ijai's annual open house

2007: ulu yam? ada yg dulu kurus, ada yg dulu gemuk. haha!

september 2007 : graduation ;)

april 2008: with iylia & nadiah

2008: before lea's wedding

july 2008: lea kahwin

july 2008: sha kahwin

june 2009: delly gets engaged

oct 2009: cukur jambul baby lea

oct 2009: lea's daughter, rania

You see......... i haven't met so many of them the past several months..!! so there's no recent photos of us especially all 5 of us.. me, huda, lea, nadiah and iylia. i miss you girls. :(

dulu dan kini? (iteks)

was going thru friendster (yes, i still keep my friendster acc due to sentimental reasons. haha) and saw some old photos of akma, lyana and i. haha not that long ago pun... 2 years ago je kot but we've changed a lot kot i think..

my birthday @ marmalade

lyana's birthday @ her place

akma's birthday @ alexis bsc

Pastu dah pandai pakai make up. Style rambut pun tukar-tukar.. hehehe..

dinner @ cochine
tea @ sheraton imperial

dinner @ werner's
dessert @ delicious dua annexe

Pastu dah pandai pegi traveling.......

bkk

Gila......tetap gila...... huahahahaha.

amelia's birthday @ bora asmara

Sad news

Got the news some days ago from my friend.. Today received the twit from staronline on his body..

RT @staronline Body of Malaysian student found dead in Cornell U flown back from US http://bit.ly/OEHub