tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415020589283046542012-02-17T18:00:29.132+08:00the name's eleanor and here's my blog.elnoreply@blogger.comBlogger4191100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-441502058928304654.post-72496041111732396612011-11-11T19:52:00.000+08:002011-11-11T19:52:42.892+08:00

Now here's something worth blogging about. If you have been following my blog, I once wrote about Hardcore Natural Products which I talked about of course, natural products :) That ranged from baby diapers to haircare to household products. After about over a year since I started with my 'all natural products campaign', many stores have came up with various options for these products which gives

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I just realized having very low tolerance towards people who talk too much. Maybe if its something beneficial or interesting then I wouldn't mind. Sometimes it's something that could go on and on about things that if you talk about it for days doesn't even help you to solve it in the first place. You got that? I can't stand those who talk about things that I don't understand and tries to

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I aspire to be great. Who doesn't. Can I be as successful as Ivanka Trump? At least being able to afford my own house. A comfortable landed property. Still afford to pamper myself with manicure, pedicure, facial and of course, massages. Not forgetting essential skincare, haircare and such. They are not that cheap especially when I am very much particular in their ingredients. I don't expect top

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.....since i last blogged! wow! happy 3rd year anniversary my dearest dearest Alchemists! :))

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I have returned my laptop to my (now previous) company last Friday after been given the privilege to fully utilize it for the past 2.5 good years. It had served me very well and I haven't been on without a laptop/pc for a long time :( Plus, it doesn't make sense for an IT degree without such essential necessity. Hee. I am now blogging from my Blackberry. Not cool. My (lack of) capability to

elnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-441502058928304654.post-58576536460688865872010-12-09T15:58:00.000+08:002010-12-09T15:58:01.004+08:00

Yesterday my sis invited me to join her and Aufa on some christmas shopping for her friend's annual christmas party. We had lunch in Ole-Ole Bali - I had Grilled Chicken Pasta and she had Sauteed Lamb Pasta. To those who have not been or heard of Ole-Ole Bali, it is a Balinese restaurant that serves food similar as Waterlily and Bumbu Bali's concept. Aufa was a handful walking here and there

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TT stands for Terrible Two - that's his age now. He turned 2 last 21st Oct. Smarty aunt I am that I booked my Bandung flight exactly on that day so we sort of postponed his birthday celebration to last Tuesday. My sis (Aufa's mum) booked a place in Kidz Zone in Hartamas for the "Balloons, Balls and Bubbles" theme party. I thought it was a fun venue because it has these air compressed 'machines'

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Salam Maal Hijrah/Awal Muharam 1432H to all. 6 Dec 2010 marks exactly a year since arwah mum left us. Things have never been and will never be the same. However it has tremendously changed me into someone stronger- someone who doesn't easily tolerate little dramas here and there. I realized I've been able to brush off unneccessary stress and anger that was once one of my weakest behaviour and

elnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-441502058928304654.post-58900357457086817412010-11-28T07:48:00.046+08:002010-12-07T01:02:32.320+08:00

27th November 2010 marked as one of the most memorable date for one of my greatest friend in the worldd Lyana who got engaged to the love of her life Mir. They have been together (and still going strong!) for 8 years (and counting) and I couldn't be happier to be able to be a part of the joyful ceremony. The couple had a merisik session earlier in September during Syawal month that went well and

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To some who have been following this blog for at least a year, today marks almost a few days over a year since arwah (late) mum was diagnosed with Lung Cancer stage 4 with brain tumor. I blogged and tweeted about what my family and I had gone through over the period of barely 3 weeks before she passed away. It was the shortest, most hardest time we had as a family. But we know for a fact she is

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I guess I am over a month overdue from the infamous tententen date. What did you do that day? To some, it was just another day. To some, it must had been a significant date since it was a Sunday - perhaps the day he proposed, the day you got engaged, got married, etc. And as for me, I was in Singapore, celebrating one of my colleague, Ben's wedding with his now wife, Michelle. It was held at

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Microblogging has seriously diverted my attention from typical blogging ey? And I am saying this over and over again. Thank you for still following me despite the very rare updates. Even I, myself have almost stopped reading any blogs - and apparently I have missed out some important news, like how one of my best guy friend had to spend his first few days of Eid in the hospital because his mum

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You, by the lightIs the greatest findIn a world full of wrongYou're the thing that's right Finally made it through the lonelyTo the other side You set it again, my heart's in motionEvery word feels like a shooting starI'm at the edge of my emotionsWatching the shadows burning in the dark And I'm in loveAnd I'm terrifiedFor the first time and the last timeIn my only life And this could be

elnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-441502058928304654.post-23522136159713752342010-09-22T14:45:00.000+08:002010-09-22T14:45:30.863+08:00

Delayed post on Eid. It's not yet over but here are some photos I'd like to share. Didn't go anywhere this year - visited arwah Mum's kubur after solat Raya, siblings came over with cutey nephews to have lunch together. Then visited cousins and relatives and attended a few open house for the next few days. It has been all good. 1st Syawal with Aydin First open house Second open

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I have not updated a single thing about Ramadan. Microblogging can seriously take away the fun of actual blogging. My Ramadan has been swell, alhamdulillah. Though this is the first year Dad and I are celebrating without arwah, we'll get through it.. in fact it's a few days before Eid so i guess we survived. Honestly I have not been the best daughter preparing sahur for Dad every single day.

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I wanna tell you that I miss you. But I dare not. Sent from my BlackBerry® smartphone

elnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-441502058928304654.post-51222391086594323772010-09-05T22:54:00.001+08:002010-09-05T22:54:27.052+08:00

We make so many friends, Some become Dearest, Some become Special, Fall in love with someone, Some go abroad, Some change their cities, Some leave us, We leave some, Some are in contact, Some are not in contact, Some don't contact because of their ego, We don't contact some because of our ego, What ever they were, How ever they are, We still remember, love, miss, care them because of the part

elnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-441502058928304654.post-8143636786255724932010-08-11T06:33:00.001+08:002010-08-11T06:33:41.420+08:00

It's funny how most of us like to express our feelings to the world when simply it's only meant to that one person. And we don't have the guts to do so. Maybe we're too scared - of the outcome, of the response. Or maybe we just can't put it into words. But the longer we keep it inside, the more it builds up in u that hopefully, it doesn't become too late. Which usually tends to happen too.

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Just wanted to express my gratitude for following my blog - anonymously or publicly. I hope there are posts that are able to open up your thoughts to different things in life and I do also hope to share and spread a little happiness in your lives in one way or another. :) Thank you also for leaving comments as I appreciate anything you wanna share with me.I don't really know why i came up with

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I have slowly started to purchase and consume more natural-based products for skin care, hair care as well as household products. This all started from my elder sister who introduced to me about how much difference it may affect our lives especially in long term basis. Plus, personally i prefer the smell of essential oils that constantly remind of being in a spa treatment. However i cannot deny

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Must have been THE happiest day for the lives of Ratih and Haimi.. one of the cutest couple i've ever known! To those who have not been following this blog, Ratih and I were classmates back in 1992 and we were separated several times due to change of schools, etc but we would always keep in touch and met up once in a while with our another good friend Aliaa. So during the times we were apart I

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it has been almost a month since i last posted something here. i have been pretty tied up with a lot of things at the moment. most of the activities include attending engagements and weddings. as i grow older and learning from many experiences in the past, i am quite happy to know that i am not easily affected when someone asks the 'golden question' to me anymore. furthermore when i don't bring a

elnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-441502058928304654.post-80024938802375007692010-06-18T11:19:00.004+08:002010-06-18T11:32:26.678+08:00

Happy 25th to Noor Amelia bestie ku sayang yang berada di Bandung! :)teapot!I'm running out of words of wishes for your birthday dah after berjela2 tulis in fb. haha. I think someone else has made today an extra special day for you already so i boleh kurangkan the effort skit. muahahaha! yes i have to always mention this over and over again. ;p Have a wonderful one sayang coz next year is gonna

elnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-441502058928304654.post-17188977296202306822010-06-17T02:01:00.002+08:002010-06-18T11:12:09.352+08:00

Here are some things I know arwah Mum would be delighted to know I've accomplished (or to be accomplished) since she would always mentioned about them when she was still alive.1) Clean my room - like REALLY clean and declutter2) Learn to cook - like proper meals3) Pray 5x a day4) Get married! LOLOK so the list isn't so long though I know there are more things she would be happy with. Gimme some

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The darkest hour is the best time to see the stars. Keep your spirits up;You'll find that optimism is very refreshing.The wisest people on earth are those who have a hard time recalling their worries.. And an easy time remembering their blessings.

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On 4th of June, one of my close friend back in uni Syawalliah aka Alia got married to her long time boyfie Fahmi and the reception was held the day after in KL. Alia looked gorgeous as always although she was not feeling too well. The hall was beautifully decorated in violet and white with some cute bird cages in the middle of the walkway.photo by nazri fitriThen on the morning of 5th June,

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i wanna blog to you about how my birthday went. but i'm too lazy. let me get in the mood then i'll do it. i hope i will :))chocs by aliaa! macarons by akma and lyana! :Dred velvet by aimi fickry! :Dloveeeeeeeeee these people!i will write more! in the mean time, thank u bff ijai for the really thoughtful blog post on my birthday!!!!!!! :)))

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A dear colleague of mine took some time off her busy schedule to write me a birthday poem. It's in malay by the way, sorry to those who don't understand ;pHappy Birthday Eleanor Ezurakau tetap pembawa auraada kau wangi satu duniahidup memang penuh geloratiada yang kudus sepanjang masatapi jangan lupaDia kan adaDia mesti tolong kita: )jangan risau umur tambah lagiyang penting kau maintain

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you know what is another amazing thing about life? it's the people you meet and friends you've made along the way. so here are some of the people, good or bad, that makes your life full of ups and downs. without those moments where someone tries to take you down, you will not appreciate the times when you're finally on top! right?so tell me if you're agreeing to this.there's always that someone

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Here's a separate post on the wedding where i'll be sharing some of the most beautiful photos taken by Mike Madjax Yang - which i came across when San's photos were tagged. Enjoy :)Church Weddingthe gorgeous newlyweds :)berinda with the pretty bridesmaids!'em with friendssan and berinda with the bridesmaidsoh i loveee this one!but nothing can beat this shot :))Dinner Reception @ The Prime

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15 May 2009 - The day they got engaged(sorry will upload their wedding photos soon when someone finally does ;p)15 May 2010 was one of the most anticipated date for san and berinda as this was the day they were finally wedded and also for most of us in the FY08/09 batch since this is when we will be reunited after almost 2 years being apart! lucky me i was able to meet them separately along the

elnoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-441502058928304654.post-86402922575216125142010-05-11T11:08:00.006+08:002010-05-11T12:08:04.689+08:00

this is actually my 3rd attempt trying to come up with something to write about. the 2 previous posts were either deleted or saved as draft. :)maybe or maybe not that i have put on a good show to some of you who only observe me by reading my blog or looking through my fb profile, you might have perceived me in different perspectives - good or bad it's your call. i really don't mind. :) i have

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i'm really capable of making my own decision! really. :( i know i'm the lastborn and sometimes people (especially men) perceive me as a baby, as if needing guidance to get where i need to, accompany to do something, etc. but i'm really not that among my peers especially the girls. at least that's what i think so. some of them call me "mak mak" because i tend to nag them and some even called me "

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Have you ever wanted something in your life that at the end of the day you thought it's not something you want anymore. Maybe not now, maybe later. There are so many thoughts in my head for the past 2 weeks that it's really messing up my mind that i am now emotionally and mentally exhausted. I am sorry that some of you reading this may be close to me but quite uncertain what I am ranting about.I

elnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-441502058928304654.post-86090558397305526792010-04-23T11:41:00.004+08:002010-04-23T12:08:46.157+08:00

so, have you done your e-filing already? if you haven't please don't make up excuses as you still have another week to get your first time login pin and crack your brains if you already have forgotten your pin. hehe. my first e-filing experience was last year with both my parents (i'm a lastborn, manja skit hehe) as we went to the LHDN centre itself in shah alam. it was already nearing the

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i have decided to take one step forward.towards what?just wait and see..;)

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weheartit.comPLEASE DON'T JUDGE ME BASED ON MY POSTS!i talk nonsense a tad too much!hahahahahahaha.updated: i just replied some comments! ehe sorry i've always been so lazy to reply comments :(

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hehe today let's talk about myself. haha it's my blog so i can do whatever i want so leave if talking about myself bores you. haha! ;pi wanna be a woman of a strong character. as i grow older and observe the world around me and meet various women who inspire me in many different ways, i aspire to develop such characteristic.i was discussing about this with one of my colleague while referring to

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Day One:We arrived at the Coolangatta airport on a beautiful Tuesday morning. Boarded the flight on Monday night. 8 hours via airasia was quite a pain in the a**.. literally! Lyana managed to sleep sitting still with a jacket over her head the whole time while Akma and I were struggling with 101 different sleep positions! It came a point where my face was against the tv screen in front and

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happy birthday r a t i h sayang!!!! this is gonna be extra special as this marks the last year you'll be celebrating it as a SINGLE (non-married ehe) woman!! next year kau bini orang okayy tey :)) so i wanna take this opportunite to wish u all the happiness in the world, all the most wonderful things in life and may Allah bless your days ahead dengan dimurahkan rezeki and of course dipanjangkan

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lyana at the airport march 2009gold coast here we come!!!!!!! :))ok sorry we dont have shots that have anything to do with the title above or whatnot. so umm that's lyana. hehehe. lyana and i (and akma, whose photo will be below) bought the tickets like MONTHS ago to get the super cheap bargain. the past few days we were just preparing for the trip like weekly meetings (we discuss about the trip

elnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-441502058928304654.post-36595457428185980042010-03-18T11:15:00.010+08:002010-03-20T00:55:23.755+08:00

went to a friend's sister's place for Chinese New Year the other day. her sister has been known to have creative ideas decorating her room when i first went to their family's place back in PJ. now her sis has her own apartment, when i stepped into her place i felt.. happy. it was not decorated with 'stage of the art' furniture and gadgets, it was cozy and almost reminded me of Friend's tv set of

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my friend huda gave this song to her sis who is currently studying in nz and it reminded of how much i loved this song. i guess now the song has given a different meaning to me, which somehow i can very much relate to based on the lyrics. this is i guess another song that reminds me of the passing of my late mom.yesterday marked the 100th day since she passed away. we held a tahlil and invited

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emit dinner 2008hahaha. sorry this is the one and only photo of us. which was 2 years ago. haha.happy birthday en. norshahrizal wagirin! wishing you all the greatest things in life and semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki. insyaAllah.amin

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Ube means yam in tagalog. My bro mikky loves this stuff. Plus, he calls UBE as the Ultimate Bonding Experience. So yeah, here comes the 1 month belated blog post on my trip to the Philippines!quite a number would ask why of all countries i chose the Philippines. apparently its not THE place one would choose over Bangkok or Bandung etc hence i get that question a lot. firstly the reason was to see

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hehehehHAPPY BIRTHDAY NURULLIYANA!!!!selamat hari jadi! semoga panjang umur. dan dimurahkan rezeki. dan selamat menyambut dengan yang tercinta, tersayang dan terterter (gugup hahahaa)updated:we went over to lyana's place the night before her birthday to surprise her. mir's mastermind behind all these. the surprise worked! only that i couldnt record a video because i accidentally switched to

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Sorry i have not been blogging too frequently lately. I have been trying to deal with a lot of personal matters at the moment. Things are currently still in control except for a few hiccups here and there but insyaAllah things will get better soon.And oh, I just got back from the Philippines last week. Will post up photos later if you have not seen from my facebook.Anyway there's a reason i'm

elnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-441502058928304654.post-11103676882197995782010-02-02T10:50:00.000+08:002010-02-02T10:51:02.075+08:00

I never knew I could hurt like thisAnd everyday life goes on like"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"Miss you but I try not to cryAs time goes byAnd it's true that you've reached a better placeStill I'd give the world to see your faceAnd I'm right here next to youBut it's like you're gone too soonNow the hardest thing to do is say bye byeBye Bye - Mariah Carey

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HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY, AKMA!!last sunday night celebrated akma's post birthday dinner at Neo, KL. it was a really great one since it's been some time since we had dinner together at some place nice. ;) akma and lyana looked all dolled up and pretty whilst the boys looked so handsome! too lazy to elaborate so here are the photos from akma's camera. hehe.post mealiteks! hehemy 2 fave couples! ;)

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so this is what went down..Colmar Tropicalehad a short day-trip visit to colmar tropicale few weekends ago with my 2 fave couples, lyana and mir, akma and amran.from lyana's cameraJezmine's OBB LaunchingCongratulations hun! The event was awesome and the store looks really pretty! Thank u for the invitation and i wish you continuous success ahead!!from akma's camerafrom ayuni's camerafrom akma's

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by neyo ;)for the way you changed my plansfor being the perfect distractionfor the way you took the idea that i haveof everything that i wanted to haveand made me see there was something missingfor the ending of my first beginand for the rare and unexpected friendfor the way you're something that i never choosebut at the same time something i don't wanna loseand never wanna be without ever

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psst.. i have a secret ambition i'm about to reveal. i guess it's no longer a secret since i don't think i'll be able to pursue a second degree to achieve this dream job and the company i wanted to work for doesn't exist anymore (ok it was just bought over by another company though hehe)so here's a hint..X2from hereno, i didn't want to be a roller coaster tester as my profession! i wanted to

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i've been hanging out with some friends and always been in touch with my best friend, amelia who is currently on her final year in med school. i love spending time with them because i have learned about so many things from them and no topic is too boring for me.but yeah, as much as i love learning from my friends it would be really nice if i get to share something in return too. i remembered i

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there comes another one of those period whereby i'll be only posting videos and random photos to express my thoughts. it has been quite some time since i started blogging yet i still find it hard to put my thoughts into words.though i know a method that could help.reading.yet, i don't follow.how to improve?miracles?heck no.i have been trying to post some things but at the back of my mind i kept

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this song is really cute. heard it few times on radio but the video really got me hooked. it's so cute and makes me all happy and the world feels like a better place again. here's Jason Castro.. hope you find it as fun as how much i think it is :))Jason Castro singing Let's Just Fall In Love Again

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this is one song that can calm me down when i feel unsure or panic or restless.. with all the drama and crisis in the world.. i just need a peace of mind.thanks to nard gutsyramblings for the song u gave me early last year was it? :) love yadetails in the fabric by jason mraz and james morrisonCalm downDeep breathsAnd get yourself dressed insteadOf running aroundAnd pulling all your threads

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These are among my ultimate fave dance routine from So You Think You Can Dance. I am officially addicted since the first time i saw Katee and Joshua danced to No Air. Have a look at some of my favourite ones..Katee and Joshua for Jordin Sparks' No AirKatee and Joshua for Adele's Hometown GloryKatee and Twitch for Duffy's MercyOk, anything with Katee in it are AWESOME!!!!Courtney and Mark for

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32 Years Anniversary4 August 2006this song is dedicated for my dad. i cannot imagine being in his shoes.. having to sleep alone..waking up alone..after his soulmate of 35 years just went away forever.cameron highlands 2009beijing china 2007i actually posted this video on my blog some time ago. it's called Dreaming With A Broken Heart by John Mayer. i thought the lyrics suits my dad's situation..

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day 3 of 2010 has just started. day 1 kicked off pretty well. received my first Coach - a gift from a dear friend. :) to some this may appear as a surprise, but yes peeps.. i never had a designer bag. so this is my first!day 2 was all right. it was all good and bad feelings at the same time. let's just say there are some things i had been pursuing that started off as a big struggle, that now

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Heard the song on the radio and this reminded me of mom. How there are times I knew I hurt her with things I said.. Gosh I really miss her so much. Happy new year all. Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face You told me how proud you were, but I walked away If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away Thank you for all you've

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there are so many thoughts in my head i couldnt get myself to putting them into words that best describe them. firstly it's never enough for me to thank each and everyone of you for always giving me words of encouragement and motivate me while making sure i'm not alone going through this - may it be a complete stranger, friends of many years, new friends, and of course, family members and

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Congratulations dearest cousin, Shima on your wedding day (25th Dec 2009) I'll post up photos soon. And belated Christmas wishes to all who celebrated. Here's the latest family photo of us minus baby Aufa as he was in the hotel room with bibik. Finally a smile on our faces since Mom left. She had brought us so much closer together and most obviously, much stronger.

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last Sunday marked one of the most important event for dearest Ratih.. it's her engagement day! after 9 years of together eh? ;) congratulations yanggg you were absolutely cantik menawan tak hengatttt.. hee!photo from nadiah malit's facebookphoto from ratih's facebook

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Its over 3:30am and I'm still wide awake. Just spent some time comforting dad. Still crying over mom. Had to make hot milo because his tummy was uneasy. My dad lost his mom about 3 years ago. Lost his dad 4 months ago. And now his soulmate of 35 years just left him 2 weeks ago. I'm writing all these not to get sympathy from you. I want you to realize that lives of people you love can be

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Is this real? Is she really gone? No more sounds of her making me switch off the lights. No more the sweet smell of her right after her shower. (She particularly loved rose scent) No more returning home to see her watching tv with dad. No more "we have ESP!" every time I returned home to see her have cooked a dish I had been thinking all day about subconsciously. No more hearing

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last photo of mom dated 27 Nov 2009it's been slightly over a week since mom left.dad has been very emotional - crying himself in the middle of the night, every night.crying and sobbing looking through mom's photos, mom's things, etc.but the past 2 days he has shown to be a little better. just a little. but that's important.he lost 2 kgs. i think i gained at least 2 kgs.sushi kingyes, i have

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thank you to all for everything. i will continue writing when i have the mood to. in the mean time, this is what my sis wrote on her fb note i would like to share with you all.. this was mom when she was a toddler arwah mom and i during raya 2008 first day of syawal 2009 As most of you are already aware, my mum has left us to be with the Almighty on Sunday, 6 December 2009 at 10.04p.m. It was

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We will be holding another tahlil at the SS15 Masjid right after Maghrib prayers on Thursday 10 Dec 2009. Please do come over and we'll recite yassin for my dearest mom I would greatly appreciate it. She who brought me into this life with so much love and if it wasn't for her, I wouldn't be where I am today. Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless device via Vodafone-Celcom Mobile.

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Yesterday accompanied dad to the Jab. Pendaftaran Negara to declare her death. Then dropped by at a market to get her a plant to be placed on her grave. Drove over to USJ22 and watched Dad solemnly planted his gift for her while I sat nearby reciting al-fatihah. Had to comfort dad all the way home. Today my sisters accompanied dad to mom's office to clear up her things. A place where she

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Just so you know, Allah loves her more. Mom is now resting in peace. My mom telah selamat kembali ke rahmatullah pada 10:04pm pada 6 December 2009. Thank u for ur support, ur kind words and of course the neverending prayers. May Allah bless u all always. Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless device via Vodafone-Celcom Mobile.

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If you're reading this now. Please doakan my mom dikuatkan semangat dan dikuatkan iman. Thank you. Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless device via Vodafone-Celcom Mobile.

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Mom's condition is looking any better. Since midnight last night that she started vomiting. Earlier today her vomit showed traces of blood. We had to force her to throw it all out as she seemed as if she wanted to swallow them all, perhaps she didn't want to trouble us. She's the kind of person who really does not want to trouble any of us..I could tell that when she refused to speak or even

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..unless you've been through this before with your fam member. No, mom's condition is not getting any better. I forgot to tell you that mom needs to be fed during her meals. And she tends to lose focus sometimes that she doesn't even realize the food is right in front of her that we might need to call out her name several times. Just now after lunch she would usually want to walk over to

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Alhamdulillah the treatment went well today. Made her baked tomatoes on toast for breakfast. Slept almost 3am on the couch last night looking thru recipe books trying to figure out what other 'exciting' breakfast I could make for her. Made smoothies for dad and myself with soy milk, honey, strawberries, mango juice and banana. :) Kakak came over to make lunch for mom while she requested for me

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I have to start to get creative with mom's snacks besides feeding her organic crackers, organic nuts and organic breads. So today I decided to look into the net and find some eggless recipes.I found an eggless vegan cake recipe and tried it. Here's the outcome:Recipe (as improvised by myself)1 1/2 C whole meal flour (organic)1/2 C olive oil1/2 C honey1 1/2 tsp baking soda1/4 tsp sea salt1 scant C

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Just sent mom off to the hosp with dad. Kakak just reached home and didn't have the key so I had to rush back to let her in. Woke up at 5.30am this morning to prepare mom's breakfast and snack as well as dad's breakfast. I'm really still a newbie so I haven't got creative with the meals. Preparing mom's meals has been a challenge as she has a strict diet of no sugar, no dairy products and no

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Mom is scheduled for RT for the first time at 11:30am today. She must be so scared now because she told me she couldn't sleep - but she will not admit that she's worried. That's how mothers are. Don't you think so? When they fall sick they will never want attention from any of her family members. That's how strong they are. That's why we always overlooked everything, thinking they're always

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i love to have them AT LEAST once a week at The CookieCat :))photo taken from The CookieCat Bakery's blog itself

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 There's too much to write about on what has happened the past week. It has been a complete turn around for all of us in the family. Some of you might or might not know. I will disclose when I'm ready. At the mean time, I would like to bid my sincerest thank you to the kind souls who have ever been so thoughtful and supportive since day 1. You know who you are. :) We're in this battle which day

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from heresome of you have read my blog since the first entry so perhaps you can have a good idea of what kind of person i am (this is the ONLY time i let u judge me!) ehe. so maybe you can see what i can't see and suggest what are the areas i should improve in myself (if you wanna suggest for my blog or its layout or its posts pun boleh la. hee)please leave a comment. i know you love me... i wont

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had a conversation with my iteks last nite and we were talking about criteria in a man that we like from of course, physical features and the little things he does. the little things i will not disclose exclusively to maintain 'sincerity'. hahaha (merepek dahhh)haha ok i hope i don't come up with one of those katherine heigl's the ugly truth list of 'dream guy'. lol(i'm not going to list it out,

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i tried blogging.i got stuck.i 'saved as draft' :(the only serious matter in my head now are my expenses, my parents' health, my career.ok fine, my future too. if u know what i mean. ehe.i wish i could express my thoughts and feelings into words as easy as words that come out from my mouth when i'm mad. lol.i can't sing my heart out because saya sumbang.so i wanna dance! let's go dance!jom?

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speaking of video sharing (pls refer entry below) i forgot to share this movie, actually directed by my fave photographer himself, Ariff Aris.if you haven't heard of him, then you're new to this blog. hehe. he also shot photos for my blogshop collection. first got to know about him when he took brilliant photos for my nephew Arif's birthday, thanks to my sis who found him online! so far i have

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itulah kata2 kawan kita, cik lyana uberlove baru-baru ni. it's true. when u have all the littlest things to say on twitter you can't think of anything else to share on the blog. well, perhaps this only applies to our situation.. and as for me i have been sharing photos and videos and not much of my personal opinion (esp on current issues), perhaps due to personal agenda and what not.but yeah, the

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found hereonly you 3 have the accessi let it all out here. :(

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halloween's tomorrow and i don't celebrate it but i just wanna freak out some of you faint hearted readers (yes, im cruel) with some 'interesting' finds. i first learned to know about this from the movie The Others. Then one of my friend Farina posted a site called mental_floss on this on fb, which reminded me how fascinating photography is back then.they call it the Victorian Death (post-mortem)

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I'm looking for a lover not a friendSomebody who can be there when I need someone to talk toI'm looking for someone who won't pretend Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,Someone who can keep me real and who knows alwaysBaby I like to have you in my way And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,Wants to share, shows he

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ini plak rakan-rakan seperjuangan uniten ku... lagilah takleh blah.. we go way back 6 YEARS ago!! hahaha. 2005 : the clan. haha.1 with daughter, 1 preggers, 1 engaged. yg lain single! :p 2005: in one of the lectures 2006/2007? : THE ultimate friends in uniten syawal 2006 : ijai's annual open house2007: ulu yam? ada yg dulu kurus, ada yg dulu gemuk. haha!september 2007 : graduation ;) april 2008:

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was going thru friendster (yes, i still keep my friendster acc due to sentimental reasons. haha) and saw some old photos of akma, lyana and i. haha not that long ago pun... 2 years ago je kot but we've changed a lot kot i think..my birthday @ marmalade lyana's birthday @ her placeakma's birthday @ alexis bscPastu dah pandai pakai make up. Style rambut pun tukar-tukar.. hehehe..dinner @ cochinetea

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Got the news some days ago from my friend.. Today received the twit from staronline on his body..RT @staronline Body of Malaysian student found dead in Cornell U flown back from US http://bit.ly/OEHub

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friday - sofia's dinner wedding reception at concorde kl. it was simple yet beautiful. her akad in masjid wilayah was last sunday and i was so emotional seeing one of my childhood friend getting married. she was so happy and they are both a beautiful couple. congratulations dear sofia!my first time in italiannies during my 20th or 21st b'day? thanks stef & fia for the treat!akad : the last time

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sappy romantic comedies that i truly love..........serendipity the holiday definitely, maybe27 dressesall time romantic movies........the notebook ---ultimate suka sukaaaa!! simply inspiring movies........dead poets society patch adams i wanna watch this too..julie & julia

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Happy birthday baby Aufa sayangku!!My 3rd nephew has turned ONE today! Yipeee! Heee!

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i don't know why this song keeps me addicted to it.it's on repeat, alternated with pixie lott's boys and girls. ;p

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I came across this page from ehow.com titled "How to get accepted into an Ivy League University"It has a step-by-step list on how to achieve our dreams into enrolling to one of the 8 most prestigious schools in the world. I read Step 1 and it was all it takes to tickle myself and laughed away!Emma Watson was recently selected into Brown UniversityStep 1If you have a lot of money or your family

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so much has been going on for the past month of syawal. sorry i couldn't keep up with the updates. anyway, today also marks the last day of syawal. hope you had a wonderful one and congratulations to those who managed to puasa 6 ;)on a non-related note, here are just some photos i want to share. there might be more uploaded if i have the mood to. these that i managed to upload are from sushi

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it's a monday and i wanna be selfish today. so hear me. hahahahaha.i want a Nikon D40. it's not because of all those photography hype, i just want the camera. dah, takyah banyak soal.i cannot stand people with no sense of urgency.i want to eat sakae sushi's hana maki at least once a week.i want you to give me money. period.i wanna throw rotten eggs to cars with rude drivers.i want you to drive me

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