RT Day One

Mom is scheduled for RT for the first time at 11:30am today. She must be so scared now because she told me she couldn't sleep - but she will not admit that she's worried. That's how mothers are. Don't you think so? When they fall sick they will never want attention from any of her family members. That's how strong they are. That's why we always overlooked everything, thinking they're always healthy and well. That's why we think they're supermoms.

I want to be by her side, physically, to support her. But I haven't been to the office for a week so I really don't have a choice as of now. But Dad and bro-in-law is around to accompany mom. I will pray for her. She is strong. My family is by her side..if not physically, we're there with her in her heart..in our prayers. All the time.

Please pray that she'll go through this first session well. Thank you.

p.s: Please revert if you have ideas on what meal to prepare without using milk, animal products, sugar. This is a strictly organic food diet. So if you have any idea at all.. Please..

choc chip cookie fix

i love to have them AT LEAST once a week at The CookieCat :))

photo taken from The CookieCat Bakery's blog itself

Too much

There's too much to write about on what has happened the past week. It has been a complete turn around for all of us in the family. Some of you might or might not know. I will disclose when I'm ready. At the mean time, I would like to bid my sincerest thank you to the kind souls who have ever been so thoughtful and supportive since day 1. You know who you are. :)

We're in this battle which day by day we pray that we will soon win. InsyaAllah. With all your support and prayers, we'll be stronger as days go by.

This is going to be a beginning of one of the most meaningful episode in my life. I will try my best to share as much as I can as purpose of memories and reminder to all of you.

In the mean time, take care. (And I mean that)
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some of you have read my blog since the first entry so perhaps you can have a good idea of what kind of person i am (this is the ONLY time i let u judge me!) ehe. so maybe you can see what i can't see and suggest what are the areas i should improve in myself (if you wanna suggest for my blog or its layout or its posts pun boleh la. hee)

please leave a comment. i know you love me... i wont be offended unless you say im cheap. ni kena lempang. hahahahaha kiddin.

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had a conversation with my iteks last nite and we were talking about criteria in a man that we like from of course, physical features and the little things he does. the little things i will not disclose exclusively to maintain 'sincerity'. hahaha (merepek dahhh)

haha ok i hope i don't come up with one of those katherine heigl's the ugly truth list of 'dream guy'. lol

(i'm not going to list it out, i'm just going to write in paragraphs for purposes only i can understand. hahaha. what's wrong with me today. or any day!)

please note physical features should not mean to discrimate anyone by any way at all. thank you.

if possible i don't prefer curly hair. i'm not a fan of bald heads neither.

(cropped photo) from here
particularly, nick jonas (far left) tight suit - yummy. he's an exception for curly hair. lol!

refering photo above, nick has dreamy eyes. and the body.. nuff said. heee... *wipes off saliva*

don't like it scrawny, don't like it brawny.

the mouth/lips factor is important. i can't define it here. only my heart can tell ;)

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style i honestly say that it's NOT not important to me.. i'm remotely close to being stylish but i hope a guy is concerned about his personal appearance, hygiene, and grooming. a plus point if he likes wearing a fitted hirt (long sleeve rolled up) teehee

he has to look good in baju melayu!!!! (yang kena ada cekak musang, tak nak baju melayu johor style) hehehehehe....

sorry shah i had to use ur photo as example. i couldn't find anywhere else. lol

sense of humor is a major factor. i think most of you would agree to this. i don't want clown funny, but witty. (demanding pulak aku) random funny is fun too, one good example is my good friend lyana (boo, shes a girl.. i'm straight. so takleh pikat. hahaha kiddin jangan marah). but being funny must come at appropriate time and place la kan.

ni lyana. hahaha.

being articulate is definitely a plus point, but not to the extend of being too much of a chatterbox and 'cakap kosong'. oleh itu, minda dia kena berjalan. means, he has to keep me on my toes with stories and news and facts so i can learn from him. i do know quite some stuff so don't try to impress me, but share with me. you can argue with me in debates but jangan nak tunjuk pandai sgt (if you do, i'll shut it and let you win. muahahaha) he has to be punctual (or at least keep me informed if he's going to be late) and has a sense of urgency and respect for other people's time. and i realize that early riser (esp during weekends) can really tell something about someone, esp a guy.. which is good, and impressive. he really has to know his priorities - God, family, best friends, work then me. I don't mind being the last in the list only with valid reasons which should only be explained with rational depending on situation. heh ;p

bonus, if he can sing (more added bonus if prolly play guitar with that. haha. im a sucker for acoustic ballads so that somewhat explains it).. another bonus if he can cook! hahaha. or dance. hmm.. where am i going now.. haha.


this is jason mraz singing 'sleeping to dream' unplugged. song introduced to me back in 2002 by alia ali
i don't want him to hold my handbag, for any reason at all.

i don't need a guy who buys me things. unless im married to him. ting! ;p

boohoo

i tried blogging.

i got stuck.

i 'saved as draft' :(

the only serious matter in my head now are my expenses, my parents' health, my career.

ok fine, my future too. if u know what i mean. ehe.

i wish i could express my thoughts and feelings into words as easy as words that come out from my mouth when i'm mad. lol.

i can't sing my heart out because saya sumbang.

so i wanna dance! let's go dance!

jom?

menipuLATE the movie

speaking of video sharing (pls refer entry below) i forgot to share this movie, actually directed by my fave photographer himself, Ariff Aris.



if you haven't heard of him, then you're new to this blog. hehe. he also shot photos for my blogshop collection. first got to know about him when he took brilliant photos for my nephew Arif's birthday, thanks to my sis who found him online! so far i have refered him to nana's wedding (diyana yunus), zaza's engagement and maybe ikeen's wedding ;)

my blogshop collection

arif's big one!

"bila ada twitter takyah blog" - lyana

itulah kata2 kawan kita, cik lyana uberlove baru-baru ni. it's true. when u have all the littlest things to say on twitter you can't think of anything else to share on the blog. well, perhaps this only applies to our situation.. and as for me i have been sharing photos and videos and not much of my personal opinion (esp on current issues), perhaps due to personal agenda and what not.

but yeah, the past weeked has been a satisfying one considering what i have spent on - food. :))

let me recall what i had.......

ayam penyet for lunch with dat and nana, then had takoyaki with them + lyana.. then shared pavlova with the 2 girls.. then malam belasah another nasi.. banana leaf rice with lyana, akma & amran!!

oh before banana rice, lyana brought us to this massage place so we spent an hour in heaven. haha!

the next morning after a good facial i walked over to piza uno for the much longed for ciabatta with pesto dip + balsamic vinegar by myself. had a good 2 hours sleep after that and accompanied my parents for some grocery shopping before heading to pyramid for yummylicious jcool yogurt with akma & lyana! these awesome girls sgt sporting coz tried them too. wee! i had mine with nata de coco. akma & lyana took mango, strawberries & nata de coco.

after that both of them had takotao (lyana had 2 takotaos in 2 consecutive days!!) ehehe. and akma had her bubble tea.

sorry all.. no photos this time. we were too preoccupied. :D

to my iteks

found here

only you 3 have the access

i let it all out here. :(

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